facebook status -- 10-10-10

Being a Heartless Bitch isn’t about stepping on other people,its about working hard for what u want, & knowing when to stand up for what you deserve. Its not about demoralizing others; its about self-empowerment. Its not about being arrogant; its about displaying ur confidence & intellect as a badge of pride. Its not asserting any inherent superiority or self-entitlement, but recognizing your own self-worth & value

Kurt Hummel's I wanna Hold your hand COVER

Each time I see this video on ETC .. I cant keep my eyes from crying. It reminds me of my childhood. A similar scene to what being shown to the video. A childhood that is full of happy memories and challenges that defines who I am now. Each time I see the video, I misses my father and mother who are far from where I am now. I miss sleeping with my papa, I how mama nags me when I come home late. I miss them so so much. Now that mom is ill, I wishes I can put my arms around her, and hold her hand. I wish I can kiss them and tell my ‘I LOVE YOU’. I know that God is preparing the perfect time that I can do that to them. It wouldn’t be long enough. I know.




I love you Mama .. Papa. :*

Kurt Hummel's I wanna Hold your hand COVER

STOP GAY BULLYING NOW

In American News just this morning, there was a student who commited suicide because of bullying and discrimation of his sexuallity. In the Philippines, it may not be obvious but it is happening. In in the school, in our community, even in our own house. I can a test to that, Ive been there. I have been bullyied, discriminated and anything that disrespected my morality because of my sexuallity. Im weak, im scared. Im scared to know what the people may think of me. Im scared to be eaten by this selfish and judgemental world. Im weak, because I know there isnt anyone can help me and protect me. I have no one to turn to. So I look for people who encountering same problems. We gain strenght to each other. Wrapped our arms on each other we fought for every judgemental eyes and mouth that came our way. With that, we gain other inocent people weeping in silence. Together we stand as one. And we will stand forever.

To the judgemental world and people; When you judge someone it doesn’t define who they are, it defines who you are. Go ahead and throw your stones on us. BECAUSE WE ARE GAY ?! WHO CARES ?! Only God can judge us who we are and who we arent. We are living in this Earth with our own purposes. Who are you to judge us. Live your life, leave us alone.

To all the victims our judgemental world; Stop weeping in silence, come out and let your voice be heard. You are not alone, there are thousands and millions of the same people who weep like you. Learn to talk, speak of gender, be proud. You are created by God for a certain purpose. No one in this world can take anyone’s life, even you. Let us prove to the world that we are united. United by one cause, we may differ in colors and language, but we speak in one heart, and fight in one rainbow. Let us all pray for those stupid people that may God give them openmindedness, and let us pray for those who weep in silence.

I am making a stand. STOP GAY BULLYING NOW !

caught between Religion and World

Ive attended my usual sunday mass today. But before the mass ends, the priest opened a video regarding the catholics no to abortion advocacy campaign. Im also against to abortion. Remember that regardless of religion or sect you belong, we are taught that LIFE is a gift so let us all treasure it. But I think the church must deeply study the dimensions of this problem. They must have give concrete solution to the that said maor problem. Abortion is immoral. Killing a child inside mother’s womb is a big crime to the eyes of the world and to the eyes of God. But, does using condom and contraceptives a crime too ? I think not. Condom helps prevent other sexually transmitted diseases including AIDS-HIV. And it helps in over population problem in our country. The population of the Philippines is 99,900,177 as of July 2010 (http://www.mahalo.com/population-of-philippines) and it is still bloosoming. Guess what, the spaces isnt enough for those millions of tons of future kids that are going to be born soon. What are they going to eat in our bald forest and flooded rice mills ? What kind of quality education are they going to receive ? What kind of world would you wnat them to play ? With all honesty, im caught between my religion and my believe. I believe that the church have more than enough reasons, but I also do.




But as young citizen, all I have to do is to open my eyes to what I can see and didnt see. To have an ear to the noise and silence of the world’s prejudice, and to be vigilant. I cant weigh whats on my mind now. I cant.